Little rock 'n roll queen's diary

today You've hurt me
I feel so bad right now
I hate you because of all these things
You mind that we can forgive eachovers like that
it tells me so much about you
I know that someday i'll be fine and i'll smile again
and that day someone else 'll enter in my life
but because of you I'll never trust a guy and love him as much as i've loved you
I thought that you were the boy, my boy the one of my life ...I was wrong
this situation was your choice, it's just your fucking falt if we're where we're now
Good bye I loved you more than myself but it's okay now me and you it's over

Diary,

Sometimes I just hate the way you breath incide my head. I thought that there weren't length of time that is too long or no distance that is too far. I've loved you more than my self, it wasn't enough ... you've broke up with me. Since some month right now my heart still bleeding .I've loved you not only for what you are but for what I feel and what I was when we were together. Sometimes I remember that day, such a lovely day it was. I'll give everything to see an other time your smile and to hear one more and last "I love you".

Since that day I'm always in lake of something, someone...Maybe someday I'll be okay and my heart would be taken by someone but from now to forever I'll wait and love you until that day or probably the day I die. You was the boy have loved you were the One and you 'll be the Only one for ever and ever. I still miss and love you but you don't care.
I know life is hard I'm always a little girl who don't want to leave her dreams

Il est si facile d'aimer mais si dure de l'être en retour.



I'm strong enough to be who I'm. sorry if you think that I'm messed up but i'm just honest with myself. Is it the same for you?